Chris left today. It's gonna be very strange not having him around - half the time I think it's him that's keeping me sane. I'm not very good with goodbyes but I did have a bit of a cry on the way to work this morning. The saddest part about it is that I know this is it. We'll never in our lives be as close as we are now. When I think back over all my closest friends who I loved and relied on so much, who are now nothing more than an update in my facebook feed... it makes everything seem very unstable. And yet I know that more often than not it's my own fault - it's always me who walks away.
“I’m not being harsh or cold, just realistic.
I love you right here and right now but what about tomorrow?
When we’re all moving in different circles and making our way down paths in opposite directions?
Of course I’ll remember you, but I won’t hold on to you.
You will be replaced, it’s as easy and as simple as that.
And you will replace me too.
That’s just the way life is; people come and go and then they move on and so this intimacy we feel now
will soon be nothing but a happy memory.
So live, love and dance for the moment...
but don’t ever go thinking that it’s forever.”
